Sunday, January 07, 2007
Election...
"Election" for our third year specialisation ended on Thursday. After considering commments from some lecturers on the different specialisation, i've decided to change my initial decision of choosing Automation to Wireless Communication. I could have chosen Embedded System too since my Assembly Programming is quite ok but i hate programming. Similarly, i initially wanted to go Automation because of my hatred for maths. However, after hearing from Tan Lay Sze that it's not worth it to go there, i chose what approx 1/2 of my class chose. Wireless.
Was it the right choice? I leave that all to fate.
Anyway, collected my laptop on Wednesday. Had to skip french lesson for tt. But it's ok. Nothing means more to me than my laptop. And so, this is my very first post typed out using my laptop. Great stuff. I'm loving it.
Speaking of french, lately i've been thinking. I've had enough. I can't take it anymore. Juggling my studies with and extra module AND a CCA too. All these are draining the life out of me. I need to concentrate on just one thing at a time. I plan to quit french club and my OE module.
But then again, it may just be due to my fickle-mindedness. Since primary sch, i've never lasted long in any CCA or ECA i undertook.
For example, i joined Scouts when i was in Primary 2. Stayed in there for about 2 months before quitting. Just so that i could watch Power Rangers(which was a great series back then). Then, in Primary 5, i joined Science Club. Also quit after a few months because i moved to Woodlands from Yishun that year and i din want to wake up early for sch just for some lame CCA.
In secondary sch, i joined the Red Cross. This time, i manage to remain in a particular CCA longer than any other CCA in my lifetime. I quit when i was in Sec 2 in semester 2, cos i had enough of the footdrills we had and also i din want to wake up early every Saturday morning.
So should i do like what i've always done? Quit? Or should i stay on and stress myself out?
If i do decide to quit, i plan to just drop the bomb thru an email to Didier Lame about this. I'm sure he won't be happy with me quitting both the OE and French Club at the same time but i can't sacrifice my studies (and my sanity) just for this two things.
The reason i plan to give to him? I've started working and i have no time for them anymore.
I know it's wrong to lie and it's probably cowardly of me to just email him like that but i'm the kind of person who just can't refuse someone when he/she request for something from me personally. As in face-to-face. So the only way for a guy like me to escape thru tricky situations is to indirectly make my views known and then hide in my hole.
How i wish i could learn to turn ppl down easily.
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