Thursday, February 28, 2008
A fear is developing deep inside of me..a fear of what the future has in store for me..
Each time i try to think of what i wanna achieve in the future, a sudden thought always comes to my mind..what if things don't work out at all? What will happen to me then?
Hah!
Do you really think me, Lord ShadowKhan, would think abt those kind of stuff? Hahaha..whenever I think of the future, only one thing comes to my mind..will i be able to slack as much as how i'm slacking now?
I'm a lazy, useless kind of guy, i've gotta admit. This laziness only came abt when i entered poly. Dunno why tho. Somehow, i just dun feel like doing anything lately..just feel like sitting at home, surf the net, watch tv, eat and sleep all the time. If only i could do those and still earn money to support myself and my family, i'll die a happy man.
As if that's ever gonna happen. 2 years of hell coming up. The thought of NS just depresses me everytime. Please, oh please let me get into the Home Team. I'd do anything for it. I'll even help every single old man and woman i see outside to cross the road. Please, anything but the army.
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