Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Hmm
You know how sometimes you dislike a person SO much that you wished he was dead. Well, i had this person in my life who i hated more than anything in the world. Heck, i even hated his family. But recently i heard news that he's in critical condition in the ICU at SGH currently.
Now, upon hearing this, i neither felt happy nor sad. I just felt..empty..It's like, my whole life, or rather my whole adult life, i've been hating this person but when he's getting his just desserts, i dunno how i should react to it.
Now i've been told to go and visit him and stuff and i dun mind actually but the thought of seeing that snobbish javanese bitch of a family of his there kinda put the whole idea off for me. Also, there a matter of my pride. If i go and visit him, it's as if i'm announcing tt i have lost.
Of course, if i dun go and visit, i'll be a sinner for the rest of my life. Oh well, we'll see how it goes..Just hope he doesnt end up dead before i visit him.
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